Did you really mean it?
It’s this horrible feeling that haunts me everyday that i can’t ever forget. It just continues to intensify at times, and so I wait for it to subside…but it never really does for me
Sometimes I wonder what’s the point of this life of mine? What am I working so hard towards really?
Honestly, you’re my reason…you would make it all worth it
I finally feel as if I’ve broken a wall down between my dad and I
Sigh, I still love you…I wish more than anything that you could feel the same way again
If you ever read this, and I highly doubt that you do…things are changing and we have a real chance finally should you ever change your mind one day or never. I just can’t tell you face to face because I doubt, we’ll see each other again. And I’m honestly afraid of having my heart broken again
Aren’t coffee places and cafés such interesting places? Here you have a congregation of different and distinct individuals in one place…absorbed in their cup of coffee, lost in their phone, a laptop, work, a conversation or perhaps lost in their own thoughts and worlds. I often contemplate what’s circling in the thoughts of those that sit alone like me today…like the gentleman in front of me, chin on his hand, sunglasses on and staring past me towards the window. What are you thinking of? I’m sitting here in my own corner, and I’m the loneliest human being, lost in heartbreak and grief, and traversing through a world that doesn’t feel quite real to me anymore. That’s what I’m lost in.